The Future

THE FUTURE

By C

PART II

CHAPTER 29

                           

       Several weeks passed, and the day that Lisa had been scheduled to take part in a "harvesting" arrived. As promised, the Supreme Commander drove over to pick Lisa up, and she smiled as the obviously very nervous girl slipped in the front seat beside her. In an effort to be cheerful and nonchalant she asked, "Well Lisa, how are you feeling today?" "I'm scared to death." Came the reply.

       “That’s only to be expected at this point, Lisa.” The Supreme Commander said. She then decided to let Lisa set the tone of the conservation and remained silent. They rode in this manner for a while and then, in a soft voice and cheeks flushing pink, Lisa said, "I.., I.., er.., I cooked and ate Tom's, er.., his penis and testicles on the same day that that you gave them to me." "I'm glad you didn't wait." The Supreme Commander said. "I hope you found the experience to be everything I indicated." "Oh..! It was..! It had a very special meaning just like you said." Lisa replied. Then, blushing even more, she said hesitatingly, "But not right at first though. I'm afraid I, er.., I did some things that not only were not very nice, but didn't show any respect at all toward Tom."

       The Supreme Commander laughed. "I would have been greatly surprised and, frankly, somewhat disappointed if such had not been the case." Then, after pausing a moment, she said, "I know it's a very personal thing and that I shouldn't pry, but I'm dying to know what happened."  "Oh, I don't mind." Lisa replied. "You certainly deserve to know after all that you've done, and, beside that, I don't really know why but talking to you about.., er.., about things like this seems to make me feel better."

       Lisa's cheeks remained pink, however, as she continued. "I took them out of the cooler and unwrapped them as soon as I got home. They were frozen and covered with so much frost that I couldn't see very much about what they looked like. But I didn't look very close anyway. You see.., I was feeling kind of embarrassed even though I was alone. I guess it was because, you know, er.., because they were Tom's which embarrassed me for him. I was also having warm and tender feelings in thinking about the things you said, and I didn't think it would be showing him very much respect to, er.., to just stare."

       "I was going to try to be real proper and not look any more than necessary, but, when I went in the kitchen to turn on the oven, I glanced over just to see if they had thawed out yet. They had, and, well.., er.., I couldn't help but notice some things. I mean.., this was only the second time for being, er.., this close to.., er.., you know.., and the first for seeing a, er.., a penis that had been cut off and didn't have skin on it, or what nuts.., er.., I mean testicles looked like outside the sack. I don't think I even realize at the time what I was doing, but I started looking at them real hard, and doing this kind of got me excited some. The next thing I know I'm touching.., and then I'm squeezing.., and.., and.., well.., it kept on until I, er.., I started playing with them."

       Lisa bowed her head in shame. "And I'm afraid I didn't play with them in a way that showed any kind of respect toward Tom either. But.., by then.., I had reached a point that this just didn't seem to matter very much. In fact.., I think knowing that they were his, after having wondered about them for so long, made actually seeing what they looked like was making me want to look that much harder and then start touching to find out everything about them that I could."

       "When I picked up his dic.., er.., his penis it flopped over to one side. I had kind of forgotten how limp they were, and I jiggled it some and then, holding it at the bottom, made it flip back and forth. And then I ran the tips of my fingers all over it and looked at it real close."

       "It didn't have any wrinkles at all without any skin being on it. It was reddish brown, and was real smooth and slick and shinny looking. I looked at everything - especially the head. I even mashed the hole open to see inside. I played with his dick for a long time before I started looking at his nuts. Several inches of what looked like limp tubes were running out of the top of a bulge that went down one side of each one. I picked up the ends of the tubes and held his nuts up and laughed at the way they hung down at an angle."

       "I remembered that the nuts on the dead soldier that I played with had felt like boiled eggs that had been peeled, and this is what Tom's kind of looked like except for being a silvery pink with a lot of small veins on the surface. They were so slick and shinny that I could even see the ceiling light being reflected in them, and I continued to hold them up like this and played with them some. I jounced them up and down, swung them back and forth, around in circles going the same way and then opposite ways, and even let them hit against each other to see how far they would bounce. And, during the whole time, I was not only getting more and more excited, but I also realized that I was feeling real tingly, er.., down there."

       Lisa paused in anticipation of being scolded for doing the awful things which she had just confessed, but then continued after seeing that, instead of showing disapproval, the Supreme Commander was smiling pleasantly. "Well.., all of a sudden.., I realized what I was doing and began to feel guilty. But then.., I remembered what you and Dr. Carson had told me.., you know.., about how it was normal for women to want to look at, touch, and do things to men's er.., well.., you know.., and that doing them is supposed to get us excited, and I had definitely gotten excited. I decided to try and do like you and she said and, well.., you know.., just accept that what I was doing and the excitement I was feeling being normal and try not to let it bother me."

       "I'm glad you took our advice." The Supreme Commander said. "What you were doing and the excitement being caused was indeed perfectly normal, and, unless I'm sadly mistaken, it got far more intense." "Did it ever..!" Lisa exclaimed. "When I put them in the oven, I stood in front and looked through the window. The first thing I noticed was Tom's penis beginning to get moist and turning a golden brown. Then it started to swell until it was almost twice as long and big around than it was before. And the knobby thing, er.., the head.., got all strutted, and the hole gaped open all by itself and a little stream of juices started trickling out. And the aroma that was being put off – I mean.., it was unbelievable."

       "I got so excited and feeing so tingly down there that I could hardly stand it. The only thing that I was aware of was that I was looking at a man's dick being cooked right before me and seeing the almost unbelievable and exciting things that this was making it do. It was in a manner that was somewhat degrading.., er.., well.., I guess it was really very degrading.., but seeing this only added to my enjoyment. And, it didn't bother me at all in knowing that it wasn't just any man's dick, but that it was Tom's dick that I was looking at and seeing it do all of these things. In fact, I think knowing it was indeed his dick made me feel even that much more excited. It was almost as though all of the special and tender feelings that I felt for him had been overpowered and shoved aside. But, by this time, I had become so excited that I don't think I could have made myself feel any different even if I had tried."

       Lisa's face had become flush with excitement from telling her story which, in so doing, had rekindled vivid memories of what had taken place. She paused a moment, and then, with a distant look, said, "You know.., I saw my mother cook meat that had come from the bodies of dead soldiers so often that it got to where I didn't even give it much thought. She would always cut it up in ways that, from an outward appearance, could have just as well come from some type of animal. I knew, of course, that what I was looking at being cooked had been part of a soldier, but I guess not being able to recognize it as such kind of made a difference."

       "But that certainly wasn't the case this time. It was obvious from just a quick glance that what I was watching being cooked was a man's dick, and knowing this and seeing all the things that being cooked was making it do while smelling the fabulous aroma made me feel real strange and weird - but in a way that was kind of pleasant in addition to being excited. And being aware that it was actually Tom's dick that I was looking at made it even weirder and, for some reason, even more pleasing in a way that only added to my excitement."

       The Supreme Commander nodded in understanding and said, "This doesn't surprise me at all, Lisa. Like everything else, having such a reaction was only being normal. I hope you didn't let feeling that way bother you any." "It did some later on after I had calmed down - but not at the time." Lisa replied. "I was way too excited. I just couldn't take my eyes away. It was almost like I was in some kind of trance. Most of my attention was mainly on looking at what was happening to Tom's dic.., er.., penis, and I didn't give his, er.., testicles a lot of notice until, all of a sudden, one of them popped open down the middle with a puff of steam coming out and then the other did the same."

       This caught my attention, and, when I looked, it surprised me to see that on the inside they were a pinkish white and looked kind of like shrimp that had been boiled. It excited me some seeing them laying there split open like that, but, after a minute or so, I looked back at his penis. When I did, I saw that the outside was a lot browner and had started to sizzle all over, and the juices coming out of the hole, which was gaping open even wider, were bubbling and spitting and some steam was even coming out. Seeing this got me even more excited, but it also disappointed me some because I knew this meant it was done and the time had come to take both it and his nuts out."

       "If I were to make a guess, I'd say that your disappointed was short lived." The Supreme Commander said with a sly smile. "Did you find the taste to be as good as what you had been told..?" "Boy..! Did I ever..! I had thought that nothing could be anyway near as marvelous as what I'd heard, but they were all of that and much.., much.., more..! Especially Tom's dick! I mean.., his nuts were great, but I couldn't believe how tender and juicy and delicious his dick was. And the head..! My God..! It was fantastic!"

       "I didn't start eating right away though. I just sat and looked at them for awhile, and the excitement and weird feeling I had gotten while watching them being cooked only got worse. And I'm afraid it had nothing to do with being a special moment in which this part of Tom's body was about to become a part of me. In fact.., that thought didn't even cross my mind. All I was aware of was that I was looking at Tom's cooked dick and nuts laying on a plate in front of me, smelling the fabulous aroma, and feeling a tremendous excitement in knowing that I was actually going to eat them."

       His dick was getting most of my attention and causing the greatest excitement. I mean.., it had become so huge, and the head was all swollen and strutted with the hole gaping open so wide I could see inside. And his dick was real wet and shiny all over, and a trickle of juice was still coming out of the hole and making a puddle on the plate."

       "I just couldn't take my eyes away, and I started feeling a lot more tingly down there and.., ugh..., like that night we were together.., ugh.., you know.., like it was, er.., wanting what I was looking at to be inside and making me wonder what it being in there would feel like. This caused me to notice, all of a sudden, how perfectly shaped it was for, er.., for doing just that. I couldn't keep from staring at it with this in mind, and the feeling got so bad that I could hardly stand it. Without even realizing it.., I put my hand down there and started rubbing, and.., and it started feeling real good in a way I didn't know was possible, and it kept getting better and better."

       "And then.., something totally unreal happened.. I suddenly jerked all over, and an unbelievably fantastic, real warm, and tingly sensation seemed to explode down there and then spread out like a wave over my entire body. When it passed, I just sat stunned for a few minutes. I didn't know what on earth had happened, but, frankly.., I really didn't care. All I knew was that it had been just about the most exhilarating thing I had ever known, and I was feeling all warm, and relaxed, and contented in a way that I had never felt in my entire life."

       Lisa looked to be extremely uncomfortable and embarrassed at making what she felt must surely have been a shocking disclosure, but she had become so caught up by the excitement of reliving once again what had occurred that she found herself unable to stop talking about it. "The feeling faded after awhile." She continued. "And although my excitement was still there it was not overwhelming like before. This was when I decided to, er.., to go ahead and, er.., to start eating. I sliced one of the nuts down the middle where it had popped open and then cut a piece off one of the halves."

       "I had heard that men's nuts were real crisp and crunchy, but I was surprised to find out that they were a lot more than what I had expected, and they had a real light and delicate flavor that was unlike anything I'd ever tasted. The first one was gone before I hardly realized it, and I ate the other even faster. They were really great, and during the whole time I had been feeling a real strange kind of excitement in realizing that not only was I actually eating a man's nuts but that I was eating Tom's nuts."

       Lisa paused, continuing to look highly embarrassed, but again found herself unable to stop. "But, er.., I'm afraid I kind of forgot about his nuts when I tasted his dick.. I mean.., like I said .., it was totally unbelievable. Never.., never in my entire life had I ever tasted anything that came anywhere near being so tender and delicious. And it was so full of juices that I could feel them squashing out between my teeth and flooding my mouth each time I chewed. Part of me was wanting to eat his dick real slow to make it last as long as possible. But it was so delicious I just couldn't do it, and the next thing I know it's all gone except for the head. I saved this for last because I had heard it was the best of all, but I think I would have done this anyway since, from the very start, looking at it had been what excited me the most of all."

       "I stuck it with my fork and held it up to examine it real close one last time. This made me get even more excited - especially when I pointed it right at me and looked at how swollen and strutted it was with the hole gaping open and everything. A little trickle of juice was still running out, and I put the end in my mouth and, er.., sucked on it some. And then I ran my tongue all over it and even pushed the tip inside the hole. This got me feeling even more excited, and I just couldn't wait any longer to find out what it tasted like."

       "I put it on my plate and cut it in two pieces down the middle. When I did this I saw that, on the inside, the tube bulged out and then went back down just before reaching the end, and I kind of wondered why it did this. But I didn't wonder a whole lot though.. I was too excited at wanting to find out what it tasted like even though I was thinking that nothing could possibly be any better than what the other part had been. But.., Boy..! Did I find out..! Everything I had ever heard about what the heads tasted like didn't come close to preparing me for anything that was so remarkably tender and juicy and fantastically delicious. My God..! It was fabulous!"

       "None of the eerie strangeness and excitement I had been feeling before came anywhere close to what I was feeling by this time.. I mean.., all I had been able to think about was - I'm actually eating Tom's dick! And, leaving the head till last made it remain obvious the whole time that it was indeed a dick - even when only half of the head was left. By the time I got through eating all of it the tingly feeling had not only come back but was a lot worse. I couldn't keep from rubbing again, and the same thing that happened before happened again - only this time it was even more intense and fantastic."

       Lisa paused for a moment, and the excitement that had been flashing in her eyes faded as a look of shame came on her face. "I know you must think I'm horrible, but, during the entire time, I wasn't having any kind of feelings toward Tom that were special, at least.., not in a way like you said. All I thought about was how exciting everything had been and at how unbelievably delicious his dick and nuts had tasted to the point of wishing they could have lasted longer. I don't think it even crossed my mind about them becoming a part of me in a special way that would forever join us together with our bodies becoming one. The only feelings I was having about Tom was just pure excitement from knowing that I had seen every single thing about what his dick and nuts had looked like both outside and inside, that I had touched and played with them and made them do all kind of funny things, that I had cooked them and smelled them while watching everything that the intense heat made them do, and, finally, that I had actually cut them up and eaten them and discovered how fantastically delicious they were."

       "This was the only way I had been thinking about them, you know, only in terms of them being Tom’s dick and nuts. I didn't have any thoughts at all about them being a part of his body that I should look upon as having a special meaning - at least not in a way that was warm and tender."

       "Do you remember what you said in your office about you knowing how Tom would have decided if he had been told beforehand and was given a choice about who he would rather it be done by..? Well.., I think you were right, but he certainly wouldn’t have expected me to have behaved in a way coming anywhere close to what actually happened. If he had known all of the things I was going to find myself unable to keep from doing and how excited I was going to get, any caring feelings he might have had for me would have surely vanished. And.., my God..! Can you even begin to imagine the extent of how much more this would have embarrassed him beyond what he would have already been?"

       "That was something that had been in the back of my mind the entire time. You know.., realizing how embarrassed he would have been if he had known, well.., er.., to put it bluntly.., that I was going to make this part of him humiliate itself before me in just about the worst possible way that can be imagined, and how meekly it was going to allow all of these things to happen. But, instead of this making me feel sorry for him, it actually made me kind of proud and feeling like that in being a woman and having such total control over the very part that, more than anything else, showed that he had been a man had somehow made me feel, er.., well.., like I proven myself to be superior. I knew, of course, that I hadn’t really proven this, but for some reason, I just couldn’t help feeling this way which, in addition, was also creating a sense of pride that I found to be quite pleasing."

       "I know none of this makes any sense, but I just couldn't help it. I mean.., in knowing the extent of how much more it would have embarrassed him if he had known the way I was going to play with his dick and make it jiggle and flop back and forth in front of me.., and then play with his nuts and make them do funny things also.., how when his dick was being cooked, that it was going to do things that were.., well.., things that were extremely degrading like getting wet all over from cooking juices coming out while turning golden brown.., and then.., to make what was happing to it even more degrading.., starting to swell with me watching the whole time until it was real big with the head getting all strutted.., and the hole gaping wide open with juices running out more and more until they started bubbling and sputtering.., how his nuts were going to pop open with a puff of steam and letting me see what they looked like on the inside.., how my mouth was going to start watering from smelling the fabulous aroma being put off.., how his cooked dick and nuts were going to just lay on my plate in front of me for me to look at real close one last time.., how, after this.., they were going to be cut up in pieces and not only be chewed and eaten by me.., but almost gulped down because I had found them to be so unbelievably delicious.., how his dick would be so full of juices that some would dribble out the hole each time I pressed with my fork to cut a piece off which would then almost melt in my mouth.., all of the things I would do with the strutted head when it was all that remained.., and then.., when I cut the head down the middle and ate one of to halves.., I would find myself being stunned while thinking it being almost unbelievable that anything could possibly be so fantastically delicious.., and.., after it was all gone.., my only regret would be that there could not have been even more.., and.., what by far would be the worst of all for him to comprehend.., that I would find myself not only being highly amused and having a pleasing feeling of superior pride.., which were bad enough, but also a great deal of excitement.., excitement to such an extent that.., when looking at his cooked dick laying on the plate in front of me.., would become so intense that I would reach down and start rubbing myself. But in thinking about this.., instead of feeling any symphony whatsoever for how much it would have embarrassed him if he had been told that all of it was actually going to happen after he was dead.., I just giggled when knowing how mortified he would have truly been."

       "I calmed down some later in the day, and I began to feel real guilty and ashamed. It bothered me so much that it took a long time to go to sleep that night. But, when I woke up the next morning it downed on me that, regardless of how shameful I had behaved, Tom’s dick and nuts were indeed inside me and becoming a lasting part of my body. I started feeling real warm and tender in a way just like you said. And you know..? Realizing that at least some of it would became part of me, er.., down there where I had been wanting it made the feeling that much more special."

       "I can't tell you how happy this makes me, Lisa." The Supreme Commander said with sincere warmth while reaching out to squeeze Lisa's hand. "I think you will find that this tenderness toward Tom will not only continue but will contain an added enhancement that could not have been achieved in any other way."

       Lisa nodded in understanding. "Yes.., I think I know what you mean. I can't explain it, but I now have deep warmth for Tom that goes way beyond what I had before. But.." Lisa paused as a look of guilt again came on her face, "I'm afraid I still don't feel that way all the time though. Sometimes.., especially at night.., I start thinking about, er.., what I did and picturing things that had happened, and, when I do, I start getting excited again and feeling real tingly down there just like before."

       "Sometimes.., it gets so bad that I even though I try to stop I can't, and.., and I start rubbing again.., and then that unbelievably fantastic feeling that explodes and spreads over my body happens again. I don't have the slightest idea what it is. It's great when it happens, but, afterward, I always feel ashamed like I'm betraying Tom by getting excited not from thinking about him as a person that I care for but from thinking about his dick and nuts and the things I had I had done to them and seen them do."

       "Those unbelievable feelings you experienced are called "organisms", Lisa." The Supreme Commander said with a warm smile. "They are indeed fantastic. It's perfectly normal and is something nature intended to be enjoyed - not suppressed. The thoughts you find yourself continuing to have, and the excitement they bring are perfectly normal also."

       "You can't help having the inner-desires and emotions of a woman, Lisa, and I assure you that yielding to them does not betray, in any form whatsoever, the feelings that you and Tom had for each other. I'm afraid there were some things I didn't mention when I discussed the "special meaning" that this part of a man's body has to a woman when she cares for him in a manner that you care for Tom. It indeed brings feelings of deep warmth and intimacy, but it also, at times, leads to unleashing passions and emotions that are nothing more than "raw sex" and over which you have little control."

       "It was the caring you have for Tom that made your awareness of them being his penis and testicles resulting in creating an excitement becoming far greater than if they had been the sex organs of a man that was unknown. I assure you nothing you did was, in any way, an act of disrespect toward him and is certainly nothing for which you should feel shame. Your motives were pure and this is all that matters."

       "I urge you to let the thoughts you find yourself having at times and your response to them to continue. The worst thing you can do is try and suppress them and keep them bottled up. Please Lisa, don't deny your body that which nature not only intended, but which you have only just begun to discover the exhilarating pleasure and excitement it can bring. Instead of feeling shame afterward, you should accept these feelings for what they truly are – entirely normal which exist in all women and something that is meant for us to enjoy to the fullest."

       A mischievous smile came over the Supreme Commander's face. "But I'm afraid, my dear, that the way to enjoy them to the fullest is something which you have not yet taken the opportunity to discover. As fantastic as your organisms have been you'll find them to be far more intense and exhilarating when you visit one of the compounds and enjoy a male body in the manner that nature truly intended." Lisa's face turned bright red. "Oh goodness..! I could never get up enough nerve to do that!" She said. "We'll see." The Supreme Commander chuckled. "We'll see."

       A period of silence ensued at this point and, in coming, Lisa soon began to fidget in her seat and show signs of becoming apprehensive. The excitement brought on from talking about and visualizing the details of her experience had taken her thoughts away from what lay ahead. But they quickly returned when the conversation subsided. "Your archery instructor tells me that you have quite a talent for using a bow and arrow." The Supreme Commander said in recognizing the symptoms and trying to ease the tension by approaching the subject in a lighthearted manner. "Well.., it's kind of hard to miss when you're only a few feet away." Lisa replied. "But that's just using a target that's a large picture of a man's chest. I still don't think I'll be able to get up the nerve to shoot a man for real."

       Lisa paused thoughtfully for a moment and then continued. "But you know..? Thinking about actually killing a man and then cutting up his body has bothered me a whole lot the past few days, but the thing that has bothered me the most has been thinking about how I'm suppose to, er.., to play with him down there. If I was alone it might be different, but.., with several thousand women watching.., I don't think there's any way I'd be able to do that even if I could get up enough nerve to kill him. I mean.., it would simply embarrass me to death."

       "Lisa." The Supreme Commander said. "Playing with and making fun of the sex organs is not a requirement. This is encouraged because it creates a great deal of excitement and enjoyment for not only to the participants, but for the audience as well. It has been found to provide very useful and positive benefits after all of the enormous suffering, agony, and hardships we have been forced to endure for so many years at the hands of males. But, as desirable as this might be, it has nothing to do with the purpose for what is being done. We are there for one main reason, and one main reason only - to obtain meat for our tables to avoid starvation. This is all that matters, and, as long as this vital goal is accomplished, any additional benefits that might be gained are secondary."

       The Supreme Commander looked at Lisa and smiled. "But, although "playing with them down there" is voluntary, I have not heard of a single occasion where a woman in "harvesting" a male has passed up the opportunity. And, I can assure you that many had strong doubts and reservations beforehand the same as you. This was surely the case for me, but, when the moment arrived, as I have said earlier, I found myself being caught up by an unbounded excitement over which I had no control. I'm sure it will be the same for you also - especially when you see the surprised I've arranged."

       "Surprise..? What surprise?" Lisa asked. "It wouldn't be a surprise if I told you." The Supreme Commander said. "You'll just have to wait. I'll tell you this though, I think it will be one that you will find yourself enjoying to the fullest." Lisa was totally bewildered. When considering what lay ahead she could not contemplate any type of surprise that could possibly bring enjoyment. Instead of perusing the matter, however, she shrugged and passed it off as nothing more that an attempt to help boost her courage.

       The Supreme Commander reached over and handed Lisa a small device. "Put this in your ear before you come out." She said. "It's a miniature transmitter and receiver. I have one also, and we can talk to each other when I'm in the stands and you're on the floor of the arena. All you need to do is speak in a normal tone. It will be as though I was standing right next to you. If you find yourself having any difficulty just say what it is, and I will offer any advice and encouragement that I can. And, if you find yourself unable to continue after he has been brought out just say so, and I will signal for another woman to take your place."

       "I really don't think you're going to have any problems though - not after hearing how you have already found yourself being overwhelmed in ways over which you not only had no control but would have thought beforehand to be impossible. I will be greatly surprised if you don't find the same spellbinding emotions not only returning, but being joined by others of equal or even greater intensity. The only thing you have to do is to just give them a chance to be released."

        "I don't know." Lisa said. "I'll try.., but I just don't know."  "That's all I ask, Lisa." The Supreme Commander said while trying to keep the relief suddenly surging through her from showing. She then decided to change the subject in an attempt to get the girl's mind from dwelling on what lay ahead. "I see you've added to your vocabulary and have started referring to the sex organs of males by their correct terms."

       "I've been trying to think of them in that way." Lisa said blushing. "At least for Tom's. I think it sounds more respectful. But I'm afraid I kind of forget and started calling them by the other names while I was talking and, toward the end, was doing this just about all the time."

       "You did just fine." The Supreme Commander said. "Sometimes, using the slang terms just seems to be more suitable. I know I find myself calling them "dicks" and "nuts" more times than not." Lisa giggled but made no reply, and the Supreme Commander continued with idle conservation until they reached the arena.