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Hilda’s two Masters
part 13 of 20
Foreword:
Even in this part I
had must plaited in simplified explanation models from this newly open world,
where f ex experiences from the multi-dimensional psychical room are coded on
its different process channels. In these parts flows the information freely
between our different senses input.
By doing this I take
the risk of make it boring for the
“action-men”, but it create a more understanding and also more questions among
they, men and women, that want to stand on moderate science ground.
I apologize for that,
but I don’t want it to stand out as magic either.
I admit that I don’t
comprehend it all, but, please try to understand my task: To explain en new
unexplainable and unbelievable phenomena to at least be in the vicinity of
understandable and than translate it into a foreign language! Please!
If you don’t know what
I mean, try to translate the story to Swedish, Danish, Greek, Spanish, German
or Latin, when that is done your opinion counts in my eyes.
You have to plod
through it to know the story, otherwise it will
continue to be unknown to you.
Good luck
Cecilita
Hilda’s two Masters
part 13 of 15
The Man:
- In the middle of
year 2008 or so I will publish my research-results. In the same time I will lock
the copyright to my work.
- I have personal
interest in the dominance and submission-syndrome. That is also why I during my
experiments have connected it to my results and elaborated the syndrome further
in this specific area.
All in the meaning of
that the small part as you recognize is only a side-effect of my whole science
results.
- I have and had to
test it on a distinctly number of voluntarily persons to get science relevance.
Though I didn’t thought that there would be so many voluntarily persons, the
risks is zero and the gains are sky-high, as you know now.
The new technique give
so many more adjusting in its pace.
My testing had been in
steps and the reason for that I so far only had used women are that they
normally have I higher degree of simultaneous capacity, well also the fact that
I’m a heterosexual man. The female ways of thinking are more suitable for my
research at this stage.
- It is especially
nice that
As you surely can
understand I can’t explain it too detailed to not reveal decades of research
work.
- The academically
world, could sound peaceable and serious, but there are too many individuals
that gladly in laziness take advances of other work.
- Yes Master! I
understand that!
- But I want to
explain to you a little of its function during the time we work with it. You
will be less confused if you understand some of it and first of all that it all
is natural reactions. Perhaps you understand the parallel between “pull water
over a goose” and “drink like a fish”?
- Yes Master I think
so.
No, I didn’t, but to
be polite.
- One has also f ex
easier to receive subliminal perceptions (unconscious input) if one in certain
moments is locking ones normal-consciousness by it is chocked out.
“Yes Master,
I answered but didn’t
catch it at all.
- That’s why my order
“Naked!” come surprising for you, I hope. It locked your common sense-thinking
to automatically obedience, since you are trained, in the same time as your
brain had to handle the whole register of shame, nudeness, uncertain,
curiosity, together with a unknown environment and a stranger. Can you
understand that?
- Yes Master. I think
so.
- NAKED! You must have
executed that order many times. I observed that you had the movements trained
into your procedure-memory or body-memory if you prefer that.
- Yes Master. That is
right, Mats has trained me at the most of the command-words. He was very firm. Sometimes I noticed that he
punished me only to make me act better and quicker. He said that he wanted me
to be trained to become a robot, a movement-automat, which reacted directly on
his orders.
- Well I don’t agree
with in that. A slave-girl must be it by her own free will and that is also why
I with my work am giving her a very extra excitement by the submission-intoxication. It will
function as an extra mega-euphoria (and you will experience it as a from
no-where coming wonderful feeling)
- Yes Master!
- It is good that you
use this word Master, though it is only a word, it is a signal-flag into your
unconscious and made your brain trigger a little chemical that you probably
have noticed, since yesterday.
- Yes Master, I really
have. I wondered early why it felt so good in my body to say Master, only to you. I had never
noticed it in that way before. It also made me say it all the time. I have
earlier felt it tickle a little when I had said it to Mats and Master Micke, but not in the same trigging way as now. It feels so
madly nice. It is as if the word in it self goes down into my stomach, my …my,
my private parts and vibrates.
- With the word MASTER
you also give a signal of your own acceptance that I’m your MASTER just now. Do
you remember that I told your that you don’t need to obey every person around
you and that your brain only rewards you this way when you are in a situation
that you recognize as a Master-slave-play. And only when you
have a person before you that you accept
as your Master.
- That is also why you
must think of a person as your Master to trigger those nice experience in your
brain and body. You steer by yourself, by accepting a person as your Master or
not. If there would be a break between you and Micke
you could steer over it to any man (or woman) as you want. It is enough that
you see him as your Master and then expresses the signal-word, “Master”. Micke has a deed-of-gift on you, so it will automatically
function, but here with me you have only his order of obeying me, as you have
accepted as your temporary Master.
- Yes Master. Is there
any risk that Micke will break up with me?
- No, I said IF. I
have studied human behavior for so long that I know that there must be a lot of
glue to keep a relation together. One of the most danger joint-blasters is
“Take for granted that…” and after that focus your interest outside.
Either you grow
together and parallel or apart.
But from a strictly
scientist’s view men and women are not intended for each other.
The thing is that a
man and a woman are so different in any way that there must be a strong glue to
keep them together.
- Yes Master, I
understand.
And now I did!
- You may now test it
by thinking that I’m NOT your Master,
just as a test. It is for you to understand that it is you who chooses. Say when! You give me that signal by saying YES
and exclude Master.
- Yes Master.
I thought about it and
I understood just what he meant and I felt proud when I felt that my thoughts
were important. I was worth something and I was slave-girl when I wanted to be
it. I will really try this, but then he must be my Master again. I like to
think of him as my Master. I love it!
I told myself: “He is
NOT my Master” and added softly: “But I like him anyway!” could it be so
simple?
I stood in
order-position before him.
- YES, I’m ready.
And I though silently:
“You are not my Master!”
I felt so funny to
think so when I didn’t agreed.
- Good! FOUR here!
He pointed on the
floor before him.
I recognized the command-word and I obeyed him and threw
myself quickly on my knees and fell forwards with my hands on the floor. My
body wanted to do it quickly, because it knew that my brain rewarded me if I
did it quickly.
But all the time I
felt it was NOT like before, something missed. I didn’t get those lovely
thrills
through my body, as a reward for my obeying him and
did it quickly, though I was quick.
It was as he said. I
could think of him as NOT my Master and all the pleasure was gone, though I
obeyed him. I felt also that this time I could have rejected his order; I
didn’t get any reward anyway.
But below of that I
had Master Micke’s order to obey this man as long as
I am here and it must be so and I wanted to do it, I added for myself.
I wonder if Master Micke, when he ordered me to obey Him, thought of it as a
bodily and automatically obeying of orders. He didn’t know about these
extremely wonderful waves inside of me.
- Well how did you
felt it?
- You are right
Master. I didn’t reach the nice part. But now I want to think of you as my
Master again, please! Please Master!
Immediately I got my
wave of reward, so it wasn’t even connected with him.
- Okay, now we have
tested it and I think you realize it better. I want you to feel comfortable in
your experiences now and later on. They are there for you, nobody else, even if
Micke will have his benefit from it as he knew from
the beginning. You was automatically going to be a
better slave-girl for him, from the little.
- Yes Master.
- You are not here for
me to look upon and enjoy a lass but exclusive for your own sake. So that I can
help you to open up new doors and new worlds for your brain and that it should
learn that there are enjoyable profits in obeying your Master. If you want it
of course! You can always exclude him in your Master-thinking, but then again
you miss the rewards.
The brain has enormous capacities and all the
doors are there from your birth. I’m helping you to open them, have a peek and
feel, by showing them and open the door slightly.
- Yes Master!
- We should have
talked about it yesterday, but I noticed you were too tired. Do you remember
how it felt when you first sat in the chair and is there anything particular
that you remember of it?
- Yes Master, I
especially remember that it felt so super-nice inside my… my clitoris. It was
as if it moved itself. It felt also miraculous inside my… vagina and in my
tits, but my clitoris was so super-sensitive that I felt the air in the room
and I was the entire time ready to “go off”. It was as if the air touched it in
a caressing way. It was completely damn and insanely marvelous. Excuse my
language!
- But not magic. I
guided your unconscious to handle and enjoy many sensory signals in the same
time. Simply expressed you have in those moments a maximal concentration of
your attention aimed to and split into one of many, your clitoris.
This is a very
sensitive body part, more sensitive than anything else in comparison. Though it
is small it is filled with a concentrate of over 6.000 nerve-ends (say: nerve
fibers). The much larger penis has not even half of it and on a much larger
surface-area. That willtell you
what a concentrate of nerves on a small area.
- If you only can make
those “nerves” to stand on their mental tip-toes you can imagine what a
pleasure that would developed. I do actually not think that more than a fraction
of them was involved in what you experienced. So there is much more pleasure to
get where it came from.
- Yes Master.
Now the word “Master”
call forth those nice pleasure vibrations again, thanks God! Thank you God for this
- Perhaps you
comprehend which resources of pleasure there are in my work. Mostly the weak
link is the consciousness part of the brain and its incapacity to take care of
all those resources in the form of second-intensive pleasures. Normally it lack
in capacity to collect and handle it, but most of all advance the complete
bombardment of input-signals but also subliminally feedbacks.
- Yes Master.
I answered and felt my
inability to make out the lot, but I felt the nice waves from the word; “Master”
and that was a good reason for saying it in a humble tone.
I imagine, if I was allowed to repeatedly say: Master, Master,
Master, I could have a divine orgasm. But I must wait and see. He must lead and
demand the events in his own pace.
- To make you understand what we are talking
about, I can persuade, in the meaning of “showing the way”, your brain and
prepare it to handle many times over pleasure-signals from, for example, your
clitoris that you will pass out by the pure pleasure. That would be too much
for you, an overstraining. But if I balance it up to the edge it would be more
than heaven for you.
But normally a faint
from pleasure are nice, but by making you faint your mind can’t handle more and
switch of the light.
By my method you can
pass that limit with ten, twenty times more pleasure without to swoon.
- Yes Master!
- That is way it is so
important with those collecting talks afterwards, so I can put it on the exact
right level, just for you. I want you to enjoy it maximally but a neural
overloading, you would have no use for, because it would shut of the “light”
for you and you will faint.
Do you feel that I
could increase it I bit more at your clitoris?
- OH, Yes Master!
Please! Thank you Master! I’m so grateful that it hurt! Master! OH!
- Okay. It is a bit of
what I mean, when I say that I can increase, decrease it or take it all away.
It is for you to find the right level for you. It is extremely individually.
- Thank you Master!
I’m so unbelievably grateful and want very much to give you something back,
Master.
- That was good that
you raised that question. I know what you as a trained slave-girl want to do. I
also know that Micke had ordered you to obey me, as
you obey him. As a dominant man I can
use you as my slave-girl, but I
don’t want to feel that I make use of you in a sexual way, even if all this is
in the sexual vicinity. It is enough by those parts, which is in your training.
I confess that it is nice to watch a naked beautiful slave-girl following
orders and so I don’t have to violate my ethical codes.
- Yes Master!
He continued after a
short silence.
- You have your orders from Micke to obey me, but okay, I give you from now on the
right to not obey me, when ever you
feel that you don’t want to. You have my permission, and that is an order. When
ever you want to, think: “He is not my Master!” and then you know that the nice
feeling will not be there.
You give me the signal
of your decision by saying “Yes” and exclude the Master-word. Do you understand what I mean?
- Yes MASTER” I do
understand exactly what you mean and I thank you especially for your concern
for my person. Thank you MASTER! But I’m a big girl.
I want so infinitely
willingly feel this out all the way.
Otherwise I will have
a lot of unanswered and burning question-marks, when I go home. I will
gratefully remember your offer. But you are still my MASTER!
To really mark my will
and gratitude I stressed out the
word Master and I felt the rewards twofold.
- Yes I understand.
Now we must test the obedience and you have to tell my exactly how you
experience it, for me to know if I shall decrease or increase the signals
towards your unconscious. They must be right when you leave me. You may rather
come back again when your mind and body had got used to the effects.
If you don’t like them
of a reason I’ll take it all away as easy as I put them in there.
- Yes Master, I
answered obediently and yes, the thrilling wave was there.
I felt how happy I
was. It felt wonderful that I was allowed to steer it myself in a allowing or
not allowing.
He was so right! All
this incomprehensible delight was all for me and only for me.
When I as the
slave-girl I wanted to be was forced to obey and blocked off Master, I would
also take away the nice part for my self. It seemed a little foolish, didn’t
it?
- Please Master, can
you let my have my blackmail-force-thinking so a still can feel blackmailed and
also have that special pleasure?
- Oaky,
It’s done.
To think away my
Master would also fight against my own voluntarily slave-girl-role. A
slave-girl must not herself, she must obey. In that was the nice effect of
submission-feeling hidden.
But wait a moment. It
seemed that he was going to let me experience the submission-intoxication too.
I saw clearly the risk
in the possibility to this selfish steering. My own opinion of me as a
slave-girl was that I didn’t want to do what I was ordered, but the nice
feelings came over me when I obeyed anyway. My guess was that it started with
the blackmail in my childhood.
No, I have to use this
with common sense, but I thank him quietly, for giving me the choice
I started to understand what a marvelous
slave-girl I would become to Master Micke. The more I
gave him of myself, my obedient and of pleasure to him, the more I receive from
my own brain. The bastard was selfish, and as my Master he had that right.
To make sense of it I
wondering about if this also worked in the field of agony, humiliation, pain,
extreme submission a s o, not that Master Micke was in for spanking, he told me, but a little
wouldn’t hurt. I must ask my Master.
I felt humble and
crawling when I asked with a stress on Master:
- MASTER, may I ask a
question?
- Yes, you may.
He answered as he was
in the Master-role.
- I have felt it with
obeying and obeying quickly. How do those delighting feelings works in relation
to humiliation, pain, bindings, exhibition and more extreme submission as
pony-girls, pets and all that one heard of.
I remember that I
found a magazine in Master Micke’s toilet with pictures of pony-girls. I
thought if he was interesting in those things. I had already sign
the deed-of-gift so I was in his grip, if he was. I just wanted to know what I
could have in store for me. Here could be a way to combine pleasure with his
interest.
- Well generally there
is no different. If you feel those
delighting feelings in quick obedience you will feel the same if you are before
a carriage, or at the floor as a pet, or you get spanked.
In the field of
spanking you are easily carried away but your feelings as the pain change place
with the pleasure and the sexual lust.
It is important that you got a sober Master to make a stop because you
will have no stop. You will hope for it to continue beyond the skin is gone
because your pleasure is out of this world.
- Thank you Master!
Why did he “put me
before a carriage” as his first example, had Master Micke
told him something.
Suddenly I started to
think of leaving here and I felt so sad and melancholy in my heart and
somewhere deep in my body. I wanted to stay longer, much longer.
I know that must go
back to Master Micke. I had given him my
deed-of-gift, but I wanted to live this out every minutes and seconds.
Imagine if the
delightful feeling wouldn’t come, how quick I obey Master Micke,
when I get home?
I didn’t think there
was any risk to be put before a carriage with this Master, though.
Almost as if could
read my thoughts, but that was to go a little too far.
- You must not be
worried for the effect of this. It is now deeply rooted in your mind that you
will experience the same back with Micke. The effects
would rather increase a bit. I would surely found the right balance for the
subliminal input-signals and your handling of them and also its feedbacks
(outputs) before you leave me. We will test the ways.
- Yes Master,
I answered confirming
as I had listening to him and comprehend the most of it.
- Stand up!
It took a second for
me to comprehend and I felt sorry.
- Yes Master!
I rose quickly and
after another second I stood in the order-position. I got a little nice wave,
but not comparable with a “Master-kick”.
- It didn’t felt like
before did it?
- No Master.
I answered honestly
and disappointed.
- Well what do you
think was the reason?
- I didn’t react
immediately, Master?
I hope that was the
right answer, if so I could do something about it. I could be quicker next
time.
I was a bit scared
that the delighted feeling was gone and I felt it as a cramp in my heart. As at a loss of a dear and nice friend, a friend that I wanted to meet
again and again. Yes, as often as possible.
//
Will be continued
Cecilita
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