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Well, it's almost Christmas and everyone except me is really excited. I feel like shit. Jeff told me I can't go home for Christmas, and that they have lots of fun activities planned for me. That means humiliation, degradation and sick painful sex. How can I ever escape from this life of pain and torment? What can I do? My only hope is that they might grow tried of using me and go on to someone else. I have to come to think that it all kind of escalated by accident. At the start, the jocks had no intention of using me like some kind of fuckhole. That incident with Jeff in the shower room just kind of exploded into me having to give him a blow job, and then other guys, and then they made me their blowjob slave and then they started enjoying seeing me in pain and discomfort. And the more the guys laughed and the more the girls laughed, the more they enjoyed destroying me. I guess I must be kind of weak and submissive not to have found some way to get out of this. But please remember before you judge me too harshly, that they did threaten my little brother and family if I did not comply. I have no doubt they can be ruthless when they want to. I have seen them go out for a night of fag bashing. In fact that is a bit what this mail is about. I will get to that in a minute. But, I just wanted to write that I did indeed try to tell the Dean at the school about the abuse, and then he started to abuse me too! What can I do? I have no money as I must give it all to Jeff. I have no clothing except what they give me. They make me eat dog food, covered in their snot and spit. I crawl naked like an animal around the dorm. Can you imagine what that does to a guy? Can you imagine what that has done to me? And to have a job licking the toilets and urinals clean in various bars around the city. And to have to turn over my paychecks to Jeff. Who can live like this? I am still young and should have a life, but I am treated worse than any animal. I am also worried about my tits. They make me pull on them and they twist them, telling me they want me to have tits like a cunt. Again,I ask you, how can supposedly normal college jocks behave in such a manner?
Well, the Christmas parties have started. At one party I was chained bare ass naked out on the back porch of the Frat house. The jocks were really slamming down the alcohol, and soon, a number of them got sick. Well, that was when I was put to use. I was used all night as a vomit dump! You heard me. I had to open my mouth and let the jocks puke into my mouth! Of course they would spew all over my face as well, and soon I was covered in vomit. This went on all night, and many of the jocks came out and stuck fingers down their throats so that they could puke on purpose, just to try vomiting in my mouth. I had to swallow it all of course. This made me sick and I puked, and then I had to lick that up. You can imagine the fun this caused for the boys and their dates. At another party, some chick got the idea that the jocks should be milked to make a nice milkshake for me. All the guys were jerked off into a glass until it was brimming full of cum, and then I had to drink it all down. Have you ever drunken a full glass of sperm? It is so totally gross, I can't even write about it. They called it a special treat for me.
Well, what I wanted to tell you about was this sixteen year old high school kid. At one of the parties, Jeff introduced this sixteen year old high school guy. They had gotten him really drunk. He didn't know what he was doing. They said he was queer, but I don't know if he really was or if they were just saying that to abuse him. He swore he was not queer. When he was really drink, they pantsed him so he was bare assed from the waist down. Then they tied his hands and legs so he was pretty immobile. Then they put a rope around his dick and balls. The kid was pretty well hung, bigger than I am. But I know, I am pretty small compared to jocks and real studs and stuff. Then they told me they wanted me to put on a show for them. A whole bunch of guys and girls gathered in bedroom where they had put the kid, who was bleary eyed and half crying to be let go and stuff. They ordered me to suck on his dick until it got a hard on. this was not easy, cause he was scared and so his prick didn't want to erect. But finally it did, and then with the rope on his balls and cock, it would not go down. They made me lick the dick up and down like a lollipop and lick and suck on the large ball sack. They laughed and drank and took pictures with their cellphone cams. Jeff asked how my little brother would like to see a photo like that. Then Jeff ordered me to eat out the kid's asshole. The kid wasn't particularly dirty, but he had not cleaned himself for an experience like this. I mean, he had no intention of having some dude lick out his ass, so it was sweaty and you know, a bit rank. Still, I had no choice, and I had done worse. I stuck my face down between the kid's ass cheeks and licked his hole. Then I shoved my tongue in and out of his asshole. The guys and gals at the party cheered me on, yelling for me to get my tongue further and further up the asshole.
Then Jeff yelled, "Come on, Ryan, suck a turd out of his ass!" He grabbed the kid by the hair and yanked his head up and spit in the boy's face. The teenager was pretty fucking freaked out. Jeff told him he could go home if he would first take a shit in my mouth! The kids at the party screamed with laughter. Jeff told them that I was learning how to eat shit and lick shitty asses to save on toilet paper at the dorm. This was true! More and more of the guys have been making me lick their shitty asses clean after they dump. I know what you must think of me. How can I do such a thing. Well, let me ask you, what choice do I have? Yes it is gross. It is the grossest thing I have ever done. It is revolting and disgusting and I can't get the taste of shit out of my mouth! I hate and loathe myself for doing it. MY life as a normal teen is ruined forever. But what can I do?
So there I am at the party with my mouth sealed to this sixteen year old drunken boy's asshole and he is grunting and trying to shit into my mouth so they will let him go home. The gang of college kids is chanting and clapping for him to shit! I am crying and sucking on his young moist, sweaty asshole. Could I ever consider having a normal sexual relationship with a girl, after knowing what I have done? Knowing that I have sucked male asshole! Oh God, what is to become of me?
Eventually, Jeff reached down and pressed on the boy's stomach to help him shit. He grunted and I felt the tip of a turd on my tongue. The kid's cheered. The boy grunted again and about two inches of shit log entered my mouth. Masculine hands held my head still so the boy could continue his shit. The turd squeezed from the asshole into my mouth. Jeff ordered me not to chew it but just hold it in my mouth, so they could all see it.
Look please at the photos of myself that I have sent you over the past weeks. Am I really such a useless wimp that I deserve this? I know I am not big and muscular. I know I am kind of a dweeb, but I have a cute face and I am not bad looking. Why should I be singled out for such abuse and torture? There I was, kneeling behind the ass of this sixteen year old high school boy, with his shit log sticking out of my mouth. I felt lower than any animal. I had been reduced to a fucking toilet.
I was forced to turn to show all the guys and girls in the room, the turd sticking out of my mouth. then, Jeff ordered me to chew and swallow the shit! It tasted chalky and bitter and foul. But the smell was worse than the actual taste. Twice I almost puked it up, but I knew I would only have to lick up the shit puke then as well.
After I swallowed the turd, I was made to return to the boy's ass and lick and suck it out. I had to eat more turd, as he had more shit coming out now, and then lick the rectum and asshole. Then I was ordered to fuck the teenage boy in the ass. He cried and begged to be allowed to go home. He was pretty freaked out. Jeff ordered me to fuck the boy's ass hard. He told me if I did not fuck it hard enough. They would shove baseball bats up both of our asses. I don't doubt they meant it, so I rammed my dick up the ass of this innocent kid. I knew I was now ruining him for life. I mean he would never forget that he was assfucked like some faggot. He would never get over it, and that is exactly what Jeff and his buddies wanted. They loved to ruin other people. They enjoyed destroying innocence. I had been innocent, and now look at me. And the worst part of it was, I enjoyed it!
Oh, I know how that sounds. What a fucking animal I had become. But for weeks, I had been on the receiving end. For weeks on end, guys had fucked my ass and forced me to give them blow jobs. I now had a chance to dominate, to control. I slammed my dick as hard as I could up the teenage boy's rectum. I spit in his face as I fucked him, and the jocks and their dates cheered me on. I reached out and pushed up the kid's shirt and twisted and tugged on his nipples. He screamed in pain. I squeezed and tugged on his swollen tied up balls and dick. I fucked that boy ass like a jack rabbit, sharp, hard fuck thrusts.
"Pull out and shoot on his face!" Jeff ordered. And I wanted to! I WANTED TO! I ripped my dick from his raped ass and crawled up so I could unload my jizz all over his sixteen year old
pretty teenage boy face. I splattered it with cum. He sobbed and started to pray to God out loud. This made everyone laugh even more. My balls were really full from not cumming in so long, and I covered his face in fuck batter!
"Now piss on him. Piss on his face!"
I relaxed my gut so my piss could gush out all over the boy's innocent face. I knelt over the face of this teenage kid and took a piss! The room went wild.My piss formed little lakes on either side of his face as it soaked the pillow and bed sheet. My piss mixed with the cum and created rivers and streams of slime! The boy started to puke.
"Kiss him. Kiss him with your shitty mouth, Ryan!" Jeff ordered. I didn't even think twice. I thrust my face into the face of this young boy and licked some of my piss and cum up with my shitty tongue, and then pushed it between his vomiting lips. Shit and piss and cum and puke all mixed together as I tongue kissed the kid. I was out of my mind, and the party was going nuts.
The whole room spun around me. guys walked up to the bed and started pissing on us, while I kissed the boy. Piss arced up over our bodies and splattered down on us like a rain storm. I was feeding the boy his own shit with my tongue as I kissed him. Snot ran from my nose and mixed in with the shit and piss and cum and puke. The kid bucked and bounced on the bed like a wild animal, and I rode him. I was out of my own mind with lust and the need to hurt someone else...to get back at the world for all that had happened to me.
And then Jeff threw the baseball bat onto the bed!
"Come on, Ryan, shove it up his cunt!" He yelled into my ear over the din of the screaming crowd.
The teenage boy was sobbing uncontrollably, shit and snot and cum running from his mouth, spurts of puke shooting up like a fountain.
I grabbed the bat. "I am really sorry, kid, but you don't say no to Jeff. Not ever!" I put the narrow end of the bat to the boy's rectum and pushed. I shoved eight inches of baseball bat up the teenage boy ass in one thrust. I thought the kid would go through the ceiling. He actually almost levitated off the bed. His screams drowned out the yells of the partying college kids.
I fucked his ass brutally with the baseball bat. I was crying and laughing a the same time, spit and shit and piss and cum and snot dripping from my chin and running down over my chest.
I saw that the boy's eyes were rolling up in his head, so I slapped him a few times to keep him alert.
"Come on, Ryan, use the thick end of the bat!" Jeff yelled, mauling the tits of his date for the evening.
I roughly ripped the bat from the kid's new formed cunt, reversed it and slammed the fat end of the club as hard as I could up into the ripped open rectum. How and I why I had become such a monster, I will never know. I and I will carry that night and what I did with me to my grave. I was scared I guess, that if I didn't comply, the same thing and worse perhaps would be done to me. BUT DID I HAVE TO ENJOY IT? Why? I fucked the shitty bat into the boy's asshole, up into his guts as hard as I could! Thank God I didn't kill the kid. I easily might have, I was so out of it.
"Now leave the bat up the Twat and crawl up and shit on his face!" Jeff screamed in drunken lust.
I did! I did it. I remember the kid begging me not to hurt him anymore. I remember his stomach fluttering with the baseball bat sticking out of his stretched open asshole. I remember squatting over his face and depositing lumps of runny shit all over his young face.
"Now shit kiss him some more. Show us what a filthy fuck animal you are, Ryan!"
I plunged down and kissed the boy, slopping shit into his mouth and down his gagging throat.
I don't know what happened to the boy. Eventually the jocks at the party started to fuck their girlfriends, and I crawled up in a corner and sobbed. I don't even know who cleaned up the shit covered bed. For once I was not made to do it. Eventually a leash was put around my neck, and I crawled out to one of the cars where I was put in the trunk and driven back to the dorm.
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