VACATION
You know the moment that I thought that my life had gotten just about as weird
as it could get. I was wrong. I had been with Jon and Traci for this one
whole, wonderful month when I realized that I had not only fallen for Adam, but
I was hopelessly gone for Adam as a top. I practically lived for his attention.
Traci said that this was normal, and she felt the same way about Jon as a top,
but how was I to know this was right? I didn't have any experience with that
side of things. I had no clue. Like I had been involved with real life on any
level recently, right? Besides that I was pretty sure Adam, leaned towards the
gay side of life. Not a lot of hope for a woman there. He lived with a man,
for God's sake. I wished I could talk about it with someone, anyone. Adam was
who I usually talked to but I didn't think he should be the to talk too. I felt
really alone.
The worst part was that I didn't really have anyone objective to talk too, just
the regulars at the house. The Headmaster [Terry] said that I was having
problems surrendering to everything. I still wanted too much control. Of
course, he said this to me while I was tied on a triple-tree with not one, not
two, but three phalluses inserted into various openings, waiting for a lovely
beating from the whip I had chosen oh, so, long ago it seemed. Yeah, I had
problems surrendering alright. What planet is this guy from?
I had spent most of this past weekend on my knees. Waiting for the orgasm, that
never came, when Jon took my into his study.
