Tales From Subspace

Part 3 Seek And Ye Shall Find

SEEK AND YE SHALL FIND     

Fantasies even good ones don't hold a candle to real flesh.  The problem, as
always, was how to meet like-minded people.  I wanted to meet people who play
the game, but also play by the rules.  I can't afford to end up with injuries
and trying to explain how I got them.  Bruises are a hazard, but so are welts. 
Not always, but sometimes. `The best times.' Came that little voice from inside
my head.  Most people think that it's a question of getting off on pain.  Wrong. 
It's sensation, attention, and limits.  It's the master or mistress focusing
complete and total attention on the most profound way to make you feel.  I may
be submissive, but I'm really the one in total control.  I'm the top.  It was
that way last weekend when I started my new life.  I was in just enough control
to feel again and just desperate enough to be reckless.  I had to have somebody
watching out for me upstairs, because I struck gold.